random thoughts

God answers prayers. I prayed alot to find a travel companion for the Holland trip. I really and badly want to go to the tulip garden in Holland but Daniel will not allow me to travel alone. We had a little friction because of that but thank God for answering my prayer.

lesson learnt from devotion: I need to show more love and concern for people around me especially the non-christians. Your behaviour and actions are the most important testimony. I know that I have lost the zest for life and people since coming to uni. Disillusion with past friendships + too comfortable within my comfort zone + taking on a heavier personal burden that I ceased to develop a need and desire to know others better. I became much more self-centred and family-centred = good and bad. Everything is just about me and my family and Dan. nobody else seems to matter.

Prayer request: To know how to show love and care for others just like how Jesus did. To gain an enthusiaism for people and life and to develop an interest in other pple's life. To desire to build and maintain friendships and kinship. To stop living in my own world and to be less selfish.

I am very blessed. I have wonderful parents and sister who care about me. Aunty Siewfong is also very loving towards me. She said she misses me in the email. I' m touched by her sincerity.

Got a new dream recently: to open a cake shop selling different types of fruit cakes. =)